Happiness?
For practically my entire life I attempted to crack the code.
I jumped from one fix to the next, trying to squeeze as much fun out of it as possible, until it was exhausted. Upon facing the dark and empty void within I desperately moved on to the next in a perpetual and insatiable chase that was rapidly leading me to an early grave.  

 

In October 2018 that all changed… but we will get to that shortly.